Meaningless

Life. Meaningless whithout oxigen. Meaningless without money. Meaningless without love. Love: Til death do us apart. Such fucking meaningless words. Can two people really be together, live together, love each other for the rest of their lifes?
Redo and rework my beautiful sky. Let you be painted with the colours of my soul. Oh, you that smile...No. You, you! The one that makes me smile, the one that makes me cry, the one that takes me to places never seen before. The Keys to heaven await in your heart. Can we reach it when we die? When death do us apart? Those Keys, I'll hold them with the strengh of a lion, of a bull. No one, will ever be able to take them, to brake them, to lose them.
Purify the soul of the dammened. Lost souls who never got to love, or to be loved. Can you coexist with other people without loving them? Two people, one soul. That's awkward. Why do we live for? To suffer. Pain running through our fucking veins, trough our fucking head, heading to our heart. Rage, rage deep inside. It makes you want to cry, turn rage into saddness, turn saddness into despair.
I'm sad. Would you hug me? Are you my soul mate? Are you that one person? You are. Can you be with me until death do us apart? We are stronger than any cataclism. No force of nature can stop it. I may die, but you will linger on. Memories remain craved inside each one of those who we met.
Destiny brings us Hope, Hapiness, Despair, Saddness. Does it bring love? You have hope to find it. You are happy if you find it. You are desperate when you lose it. You are Sad when it leaves you forever. Does anything lasts forever? Does love lasts forever?! Is it meaningless?!
Queen of those long death, bring Hope to those long born. Those who seek hapiness in their lifes. Some people are envy to find out that one is happy and try to smash them " Why me? Why not them?"
Is it destiny? Oh, almigthy God, do you exist? Do you help us out? What is this? Why am I broken, lying here, writing, crying, TREMBLING...Waiting for it to come. Is it coming at all? Will You come back. I aint nothing without you.
Is it real or is it just my imagination? My true love, My hold hearts.

Angel, in your arms I wanna rest. Don't let him walk away, please make him stay. No. He turned his backs. I fall on my knees, I begin to cry. I get up cleaning my tears, and try to reach out to him saying " I will never let you fall. I will stand with you forever. I won't leave you, I won't hurt you" None of it matters. He walks, I stay. Buildings make him disappear, I rush in.

Tired of this. I am tired os this. Life is meaningless. No, stop. Give up? Are you serious? STAND UP! His voice is coming. His eyes are brightest of all the colours. Shinning, he brings a thunder. He smiles. Reach out to you, touch my hand. We hug.....

I don't know if this is what life's all about...But if this is what life is, this hug, this warmth. This Hug, is better of all, cause I fell that a part of me is in him. I fell his heart. If this is life? Well....It does mean something after all.